Now I know my Ultimate Dream

In one replay episode of OFW Diaries, the show featured a former OFW who worked in an Arab country for more than 10 years I think (too bad I forgot his name). He now owns a spa business and a mall in Pampanga. Damn! I wonder how he did it. I was so inspired by his story that I wanted to be like him. I wish that one day I will own a company that will create jobs for many hardworking, persevering and deserving Filipino people. This is my ultimate dream in life. At present, our micro business has two employees from a poor family, young but honest and dedicated. I wish to see their lives improved. But our business, nowadays, isn’t doing well. Sometimes, we’re thinking it is such a waste of time. But the thought of letting them go is a huge emotional struggle knowing that their measly income is putting food in their table. I’m 28, three more years I’m out of the calendar. I wonder if I still have enough time to fulfill my ultimate dream. Yesterday, I visited POEA website and found out that EMSI has eleven Job Orders. It made me so sad because despite the double digit numbers I didn’t hear any word from them. What’s wrong with my resume!!! Don’t they know I don’t have any plans to be an immigrant or hide once my contract ends. I just want a job that can make my pocket fat and from there I will work hard until I see my dream come true. Now, I must admit I’m emotionally weak, with no concrete direction. So, help me God. Give me the wisdom and strength to discern the path that you have prepared for me long long time ago.