The next three years were disappointing.
2011 was the complete opposite. Since business was a bit struggling to make a
smash hit, I just generously shared my time and navigation skills (my cousin
says I’m a walking directory. lol). Last year, more than 50% of our clan celebrated
Christmas in the Metropolis. Being the only true-blooded Manilena, I was a tour
guide for a day slash baby sitter (hehe). There was inner joy, but honestly, I
was not contented with the downgrade (haha).
This year, I will stick to my old
ways of saving. And that’s using piggy bank. I believe that this primitive
method has always been effective. If I was broke in the previous years, I only
have myself to blame. It’s not about being jobless and not having stable
earnings or a failed saving ritual but rather due to my vulnerability to
temptations I tasted unpleasant events one after the other.
Thus, I am going to blog about my goals for
this year as a constant reminder that I have things to do and of course
accomplish. Many times I have been accused of procrastinating. I maybe
hardworking but I lack aggressiveness and will. Reading my old posts made me realize
that I have been torturing myself with painful memories by continuously pressing the play button in my head. For
a while I thought it was a great way to let go of the suppressed feelings. Unknowingly,
it draws me closer to immobility and frustration. This time around, I am hoping
that when I look back at the end of the year I can write about stories of overflowing
happiness and triumphs.
Photo grabbed @ butterflydiary.com
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