Saturday, June 6, 2009

Please pray for me

Tonight I’m going to face my fear. I’m carrying this burden for three weeks now. It’s about time to remove the garbage in my heart. If asking for forgiveness is the only way to appease the agony, it is best to take the risk.

There is such thing called “perfect timing.” But in the situation that I am facing, perfect timing is so blurry because I am clueless of the real effects of what I did in the past. I can only guess. That’s why I’m hurt…

The past two months were the times of fun and learning. In between was a personal struggle to adjust in an environment that I am not used to. In my own judgment, I did a fair job. Unfortunately not everyone didn’t notice the changes in me. Maybe because they really didn’t know me in the first place and vice versa. It is so easy to assume that it could be the root of the problem or maybe there was a deeper basis. But whatever the cause was, it doesn’t really matter now because it’s all in the past. Now, there is only one thing that I want to do and that is to say “Ma’am _______, I’m Sorry.”

My dear friends please pray for me. Thank you.

P.S. Sorry if I choose to keep the entirety of the story private.

8 Speak:

nonbeliever said...

go! whatever it is i'll say a prayer for you then let me know what happens okay?

Rej said...

thanks. your message means a lot. sana nga maging ok na ang lahat...sigurado un, babalitaan ko kayo.

JM said...

i hope things will be ok, whatever it is...

yngats!

jeon said...

I do believe that in every twists and turns, we would still end up good and happy depending on how we see and embrace it. Saying sorry is not a bad thing Rej. Do what you think is best. Good luck my blogger friend!

Rej said...

Thanks guys.

she already replied to me and accepted my apology. though I think the rift between us wasn't all my fault, at least I have peace of mind now; I can sleep at night knowing wala na kong kasamaan ng loob. God is good.

Thanks again. :)

Nobe said...

good for you then.

anong siabi niya?

love,
nobe

www.deariago.com
www.iamnobe.wordpress.com

Rej said...

sabi nya she's the kind of person na di naman nagtatanim ng sama ng loob...

the fact na nagreply sya, ok na yun.

:)

Louis Delos Angeles said...

hi sis...stumbled on your world...you are far more than what I have known before....Life is good that for sure I know, because of the little things that come our way. This things make us either a better or worse one. Just follow your heart, God whispers to you in the depths of our hearts.

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